Me and 33

I reached yet another milestone my 33rd Birthday today. With so many talented artists out there I'm finding it increasingly that they are getting younger while I get older and have still gotten nowhere as close to where I want to be professionally or mentally. Sometimes I wonder if its even worth it, the pain and rejection I mean. But I fight on.

I look back at the way things were when I was Six, when kids used a writing impliment called a 'pencil' and every school holidays my sister would take me to the movies to see Snow White, Cinderella, C.H.O.M.P.S or a Gary Coleman film yes I admit it, I loved those. sigh

I also think I'm getting too old to start a family, and I don't think I'll ever find the right kind of girl. But I understand that the Uncle Fester look isn't the best way to gain attention.

So I'm gonna die a sad and lonely old man, I know this. But I'm going to try and pass on as much information on what I'm doing wrong so that everyone who reads this has the chance to do everything the right way!!.

Hmmm or maybe this is dementia setting in already......